Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Diary 05

The more I think , the more I get confused, and I can't come up with any answers...
what is real and what is unreal? I don't know
why is it important to find out that a male and female experience life differently? I don't know, is that important at all?!! I don't know
Is that really related to my senior project? I don't know
I don't even know if I know or not!
At the same time I know, and I have all the answers to those questions.
Instead of thinking a bout everything ,I try to look at them, observe and feel them and the answers usually come by themselves.
This week I was just focusing on my body I was looking at myself , but not like always,I felt I was a new person to myself , I was going beyond the physical form and I was trying to look at my body with a new vision, as if my body has more to it than just what can be seen with the eyes. the gender is not important, in this case I happen to be a woman, so what?!
I realized that both female and male aspects are necessary in humans in order for them to be complete and balanced, as it is the same in nature. In order for that to happen one should become transparent to ones self and others , and what i mean by transparent is to break the wall between the self and the other.
The differences are not there to be questioned, but to be put together to bring harmony, to become complete, and eventually one.
That is not all!

3 comments:

Alt. said...

somewhere out there theres a theory that we all hold the answers to everything, that all the secrets of the universe are locked up inside us and we just dont know how to acceess it.

if you are confused, let me help you further get confused, you should read Aldus Huxley's essaybook called doors of perception/heaven and hell. its in the library. its very trippy and discusses all sorts of wild stuff. maybe you will get some inspiration out of it.

Im a man always looking into women for inspiration. I just dont understand why. its beyond sexuality. its beyond sensuality.

do you believe in souls? or do you think we are just skin and bones trying to make sense of a senseless world?

haha.
its good to be confused, you should find the answers through your photographs, so keep working, your images are strong ! good luck :)

arezoo karoubi said...

I believe that we are more than just a body, we as humans are beyond the physical form. I believe that we should become aware of who we really are.
I believe that there is a reason that we are here on earth at this moment.

arezoo karoubi said...

and thank you altamash , your comments are always helpful...
keep on watching me!